Wednesday, June 22, 2011

No great procession, of vain appeal, but my sincerity. Be Thou exalted, Jesus forever.

hello... i really feel like running now after being reminded of NP's runner's relay that's coming up (nope im not joining) but it totally reminds me of sec 3 track times!! totally remembered how we ran around NP for 1.2km (not knowing it'd be my future school....) and passing that toilet-roll-sized baton which was so easy to drop. and our guys' team coming in first!! when they announced "NGEE ANN... secondary" *priceless reaction from NP people*

which also reminds me of this certain incident when i was in sec 1... we had a 'Ngee Ann tour' so we went to all landmarks of Ngee Ann and i remember going to NP's atrium (of course didnt know it was called atrium) all i did know was that i hated the environment it appeared so old and depressing to me and i said to myself "I WILL NEVER EVER COME TO NP! cos it's super ugly and blablabla" hahaha come to think of it it's so funny but won't deny the fact that atrium is still old-looking... and i remember that was part of sec 1 orientation... and i was so fired up, i wanted to win NAS (ngee ann sec) for Jesus! and there was only me, i didnt know how to go about it.. and i remember me sharing with my lab buddy, karen, about the egg and chicken story and how there must be a creator... haha.  hilarious. and sharing to yingting! and meeting fayth (and like the "OH you are from VFC and i remember you from CW but i'm not talking to you unless
you talk to me cos it's like kinda.. y'know, weird?")   but i just wanna say that God
has been so faithful to me through out my secondary school life. during my sec2-sec3 times i
kinda left Church but God never left me and He was so faithful and so merciful to me. He placed wonderful leaders over me... like ck and peaj. <3 and God even restored back to us our nas outreach. it was just so amazing... and up till now, seeing so many nas people in cornerstone, it's just so touching and whenever i look back i know God is faithful... the amazing friends He has placed in my life, fayth, yt, reb, vivi, josh... yeah, you all are sitll very close to my heart.

and today, 4 years later, once again i find myself being so fired up by God's grace, desiring to win my school for Jesus. and i know God is faithful. i know He never fails. when He calls, He enables. Jesus, come and take my life. i wanna live it for You. God is God, and He is unstoppable. and last night God just dropped this in my heart- 'Ask of Me and I will give you the nations.' and tonight during prayer mtg He spoke it to me once again through someone. God is able to give us nations. what more a school right. :) which reminds me of a song...

God be Praised, Our God Reigns- New Life Worship.
God be praised, all the glory to Your awesome name.
all creation rising up to say- we know Our God Reigns.
Though the earth will shake and battles rage,
we know Our God Reigns.

out of ashes You lifted us,
to the table You came and filled our cup.
every heart and soul,
all we are and more,
Praise The Lord.

and is it only me, or for everyone, that for every season of your life you will constantly listen to the same few songs. like they are same few songs that you will wake up to. the same few songs that will keep rising in your heart?! haha 'cause for the past week i've been listening to the same few songs and i kinda don't wanna listen to any other songs! but i really love all the songs that have been 'ringing' in my head and heart for the past week. :)

here is my life Lord, You can use it,
to show the world You care.

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