i know one of my greatest weakness was always to trust someone. i find it very difficult to trust people. maybe 'cause of the past hurts i've been through... but i guess i never really knew they left such a great impact on me. and honestly, i was very scared what others would think of me... i didn't like to open up to anyone. i would think alot before i talk to someone..because of little upsets, disappointments... and i was blinded. but by God's grace.. i learnt that it is better to always trust than to have never trusted anyone at all. it's worth the hurts. because you'd never know how much a person needs someone to believe in them... maybe just to trust them as a friend. you'd never know. and just like david in the bible. he trusted saul even though saul betrayed him. why was he able to do so? because of his intimacy with God. david was meek. he knows everything is in God's control. and he knows God will protect him. even though he was hurt again, he knows God's love mends. and makes him stronger. it only brings him into a deeper intimacy with God. are you deeply hurt by someone you've placed your trust in? choose to forgive. choose to trust again. trust in God. let God's love restore you. God is greater than our hearts. He is greater than any heartache. there's always a purpose in your weakness.
1 Cor 13
Love always trusts.
i am still learning...
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