Cry of our hearts

Even greater- Planetshakers.

Now is the time for God's people to arise.
The Day is here, Lord Your kingdom we will build.
We are called for greater,
We called for more
So let Your love and power move through us.

All we want is You Lord, come and fill us.
Hear the cry of our hearts, come and pour it out,
Pour it out on us.
You alone are the one we desire,
You alone are the one that we're living for.
So pour it out on us.

We believe for even greater, we believe for more.
Let Your power come upon us as we believe for more.

#100inJuly

No great procession, of vain appeal, but my sincerity. Be Thou exalted, Jesus forever.

hello... i really feel like running now after being reminded of NP's runner's relay that's coming up (nope im not joining) but it totally reminds me of sec 3 track times!! totally remembered how we ran around NP for 1.2km (not knowing it'd be my future school....) and passing that toilet-roll-sized baton which was so easy to drop. and our guys' team coming in first!! when they announced "NGEE ANN... secondary" *priceless reaction from NP people*

which also reminds me of this certain incident when i was in sec 1... we had a 'Ngee Ann tour' so we went to all landmarks of Ngee Ann and i remember going to NP's atrium (of course didnt know it was called atrium) all i did know was that i hated the environment it appeared so old and depressing to me and i said to myself "I WILL NEVER EVER COME TO NP! cos it's super ugly and blablabla" hahaha come to think of it it's so funny but won't deny the fact that atrium is still old-looking... and i remember that was part of sec 1 orientation... and i was so fired up, i wanted to win NAS (ngee ann sec) for Jesus! and there was only me, i didnt know how to go about it.. and i remember me sharing with my lab buddy, karen, about the egg and chicken story and how there must be a creator... haha.  hilarious. and sharing to yingting! and meeting fayth (and like the "OH you are from VFC and i remember you from CW but i'm not talking to you unless
you talk to me cos it's like kinda.. y'know, weird?")   but i just wanna say that God
has been so faithful to me through out my secondary school life. during my sec2-sec3 times i
kinda left Church but God never left me and He was so faithful and so merciful to me. He placed wonderful leaders over me... like ck and peaj. <3 and God even restored back to us our nas outreach. it was just so amazing... and up till now, seeing so many nas people in cornerstone, it's just so touching and whenever i look back i know God is faithful... the amazing friends He has placed in my life, fayth, yt, reb, vivi, josh... yeah, you all are sitll very close to my heart.

and today, 4 years later, once again i find myself being so fired up by God's grace, desiring to win my school for Jesus. and i know God is faithful. i know He never fails. when He calls, He enables. Jesus, come and take my life. i wanna live it for You. God is God, and He is unstoppable. and last night God just dropped this in my heart- 'Ask of Me and I will give you the nations.' and tonight during prayer mtg He spoke it to me once again through someone. God is able to give us nations. what more a school right. :) which reminds me of a song...

God be Praised, Our God Reigns- New Life Worship.
God be praised, all the glory to Your awesome name.
all creation rising up to say- we know Our God Reigns.
Though the earth will shake and battles rage,
we know Our God Reigns.

out of ashes You lifted us,
to the table You came and filled our cup.
every heart and soul,
all we are and more,
Praise The Lord.

and is it only me, or for everyone, that for every season of your life you will constantly listen to the same few songs. like they are same few songs that you will wake up to. the same few songs that will keep rising in your heart?! haha 'cause for the past week i've been listening to the same few songs and i kinda don't wanna listen to any other songs! but i really love all the songs that have been 'ringing' in my head and heart for the past week. :)

here is my life Lord, You can use it,
to show the world You care.

Your presence is all I need
It's all I want, all I seek
Without it, without it there's no meaning
Your presence is the air I breath
The song I sing, the love I need
Without it, without it I'm not living

I will exalt You, Lord, I will exalt You, Lord
There is no one like You God
I will exalt You, Lord, I will exalt You, Lord
No other name be lifted high

There will be no one like You
And no one beside You
You alone are worthy of all praise
There will be no one like You
And no one beside You
You alone are worthy of all praise

Forever i am changed.

 ROOMIES FOR YOUTHCAMP 2011 (unshakable)!!!!! :) they were awesome.. we even have a cheer for our room!! hahaha see my facebook.

 this is my awesome team ryder!! really love them :) it's like a family~~~

 jumping on the beach at 6am! :)

 run run run!

 my awesome bus buddy! plus jordan.... hahahaha

 esther, dayna and pammy running on the beach.

 same shirttttt :)

yingting. :)

 rompin is a beautiful place!

 some people playing catching... haha i feel like some paparrazi..

 sophie!! my teammate :)

 my dearest bro. :)

 daniel lye.... my childhood friend!! hahahaha i NEVER knew he can shuffle. omg! when he was on the stage... hahahahhaha couldn't stop laughing. anyway this is a picture of us trying to shuffle but i failed, obviously. i look more like i'm trying to practise on my arm action or something...

 REGION 3/4!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! <3

 not very nice food with very nice peopleeeee :)

 bus buddy again. :)

 disciple doing her devotions... it's just amazing to see God's faithfulness in our lives. :)

 team ryder!!!!! :)

 moon in rompin.

 and this is our snack bar.... hahahahaha!!

sunday morning service! :) anywya i removed my braces already!! time flies~~ seriously. seems like just yesterday when ck told me to be brave...

anyway youthcamp was just so great and awesome because of GOD! it's just very amazing to see how our youth ministry is being elevated to a whole new horizon. i really know in my heart that theEDGE is gonna take singapore for Jesus! and i'm so excited. more than that i know things in the spiritual changed. there was such a deep work of God. and direct impartation of faith and His anointing and spirit. i've been to 6 youth camps and there is NOTHING like this. i experienced God in a way i've never before. i could feel Him all round me, His fire and His intimate love for us. God really set me free from lots of things! like accusations from the devil which i unknowingly agreed to. and He reminded me of the promises He promised for my school and family. He told me the spirit that always holds me back whenever i try to share the gospel is gone, only His presence will go with me.... God is just so amazing. through Him my heart sings 'i am free!' and my prayer that whoever's reading this, you will be set free in Jesus' name! there's freedom in His name. God is powerful.

and i really love the session about personal relationship with God. it hit me so hard and i felt so convicted. but right there and then God came so close to me and He held me in His arms. He told me it's alright... all the times i spend time with Him just so i could feel better. all those times i spend time with Him just because i know i need to. He told me His love never fails. and this relationship with Him, He'll lead me. we'll do it together. 'The Lord is my shepherd, i shall not want.' -Psalm 23:1.

after encountering God, it's so difficult for me to express myself in words. because God is beyond desciption. too marvelous for words.

and the prayer of my heart everyday is just-
O Lord, consume every part of me. all i want is You. all i want to see is Your glory.

i need You more
more than yesterday,
i need You Lord
more than words can say.
i need You more
than ever before.
i need You Lord,
i need You Lord.

more than the air i breathe
more than the song i sing
more than the next heartbeat
more than anything
and Lord, as time goes by,
i'll be by Your side
'cause i never want to go back to my old life.

The way my Father loves me is the reason that I'm here.

Where all You are is glorious oh God,
Victorious and strong.
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear.
Where all You are is powerful and true.
You're good in all You do.
Whom shall I fear?
Whom shall I fear.

You are for me
You came to save me
You will never let me go
In my heart I'll always know

Love is not selfish.

this is one of the 'remembrance' given to me by angelica, a kid from an orphanage in phlippines. aww, children are really teachers of love. never kissed and got kissed by so many kids at once.

also, never knew i could be so attatched to people just within such a short period of time. had one of the most teary goodbyes in my 17 years of living. but God is so good. His peace and grace was overwhelming. i love you Jesus.

and it feels so good to be home...

goodnight. :)