just like You promised, You came here to stay... i just had to pray.

and Jesus said, "come to the water, stand by My side.
I know you are thirsty, you won't be denied.
I felt every teardrop, when in darkness you cried.
and I'm here to remind you
that for those tears i died."

and i will go to Your secret place,
bow my knee to Your glorious throne.
have Your way in my heart O Lord,
have Your way.

You are the apple of my eye.

dearest Jesus, i love you. You can have everything, Lord... every part, every desire i have, everything that's in my heart. all that i cling to Lord, i lay at your feet. You have everything, you can touch every part. You are my only beloved...  i love to dance in Your garden. i love to be with You. no one else can put a smile on my face like You do Lord. i love You... 

:)

keep me Lord, i just want to remain in you.

thank You for this love, Lord. thank You for Your nail-pierced hands.

hellooooooooo!! so the past week was my orientation... well to be honest i didn't enjoy it.. except the part when you get to watch people dance!! it was hilarious. hahaha. and the only day i enjoyed was friday! got to meet those who are in my course. awww, my course people are really nice... God is so good to me. :) thank you, God :)  i am kind of excited for school (the real studying part) to start!! and did i mention that i've got no school on fridays? :):) yay see what i mean, God is good. :) the thing i really like about my course is that we learn social enterprise, which means you do business to help the poor, the needy, eg. the setting up a cafe for ex-convicts to work in, to put them back into the society. 


God really makes all things beautiful in His timing. just keep trusting, and keep obeying God. He is faithful, He will never fail. :) His grace and faithfulness and love is all i rely on in the next phase of my life. His love is from the everlasting to everlasting. :) God, i love you. 


ytd was good friday! i just wanna share this beautiful song that i really loveeee.. one of my favourites.. :)

Stand amazed- Chris tomlin.
i stand amazed in the presence of Jesus, the nazarene.
and wonder how
He could love me, 
a sinner, condemned, unclean.


o, how marvelous, 
how wonderful,
and my song shall ever be...
o, how marvelous,
how wonderful,
is my Savior's love for me.


He took my sins and my sorrows
and made them His very own
He bore the burden to calvary,
and suffered, and died alone..


when ransomed in glory,
His face i at last shall see.

Let it be an overflow.

"leading worship publicly should be an overflow of what we are doing privately."

Lord, i love You.

there is none like You, no one else can touch my heart like You do...

"oh, My child, why are you so afraid?
at My command, even chariots lie still.
I am more faithful than the morning sun.
more beautiful than the glorious skies,
the shimmering seas,
the fascinating galaxies.
I love you with a love unfailing.
I love my little children.
I love to reflect My beauty in my children.
come, come, come into My presence.
behold Me.
stay close to My side,
I'll be holding you.
don't be afraid.
do I not know your weakness?
but don't worry, the Lord your God is altogether wonderful.
Let My glory shine upon your face,
and let my love and beauty be reflected in you.
you are so beautiful to Me.
I love you."
-your dearest loving God
 & Heavenly Father.

may God's fire burn in your hearts. i love you too my dear friends. <3

Your presence is all i need. i love you, Jesus. :)

You've got a friend in me.

:)

"But behold, My grace is sufficient for you..."

 today's my dearest sis, celeste' birthday!! :) i love her alot... and i really thank God for her. i believe you have a great calling for your life... don't stop pursuing God... for all the days of your life is in His hands... :) He saw you when you were made in the secret place <3 (psalm 139)

 and daddy's leaving at 4am tmr! can't send him off cause he's taking saf plane. :( double saddnesss... will miss him!! dear God, please keep him under your covering just like psalm 91.

 <3 i am so bless. :)

 one of the many cards i drew for my daddy when i was young! stumbled across them last week.. haha had a good time laughing my head off. "from lovely, cheryl" (?!?!?!)

hello peepo! how are you guysssss... :) just wanna share two verses that really touched my heart and spoke to me this week...

Psalm 61:2 (NKJV)
² From the end of the earth I will cry to You,
         When my heart is overwhelmed;
         Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.

Psalm 61:2 (NIV)
 ² From the ends of the earth I call to you,
   I call as my heart grows faint;
   lead me to the rock that is higher than I.

Psalm 119:32
³² I will run the course of Your commandments,
         For You shall enlarge my heart.

so.. ya.. i really love those two verses! i was just so overwhelmed by many things happening even though i'm having my holidays.. yeah it's still kind of happening... but God just spoke to me, and He told me He knows me.. He knows us... He wants us to just be like a little child, and tell Him how we feel... we do not have to be strong before God. for He knows our weaknesses, and His strength is made perfect in them.. :)
He loves little children.. :)

and sometimes we might feel that it's so difficult to love people, but in psalm 119:32 it says "for You shall enlarge my heart." God will enlarge our hearts... if He called, He'll enable. :) just keep running to the secret place to find Him... because then He'll hide you under His wings, and show you who He really is... and how much He truly truly loves you.. are you weary today? God is wanting to bring you to a higher rock. He is yearning for you to find rest in Him... He loves and wants to restore you.

Matt 28:11
²⁸ Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. ²⁹ Take My yoke upon you and learn from Me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, and you will find rest for your souls.

God is more than enough.. He's so gentle... His love is so overwhelming. He holds you in His arms..
beloved, smile, because Jesus loves you. :)

gooodnight.

the more i find You, the more i love You.

I wanna sit at Your feet,
Drink from the cup in Your hand.
lay back against You and breathe,
Feel Your heartbeat.

boooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo.... school is starting in 2 weeks, dadddy is leaving for aussie in 1 week...... i am sappy... :(:
hahaaaaaaaaaaaa...
sometimes i seriously hope nobody reads this space except for my close friends.... cause it's so nonsensical...
anyway.. here are some pics during net outreach. :)

told you it's 'some' pics... hahahhaa... the reason why i'm blogging like that is because i am really bored!!!!!! and maybe meeting chengchong aka fatfat soon.. secschool buddy!! haha. misss them loads. i mean LOADS. oh i really don't know if i should buy this f21 romper!! i really loveee it... but it's quite expensive and idk if it's still available..... it's really hard being a girl at times... damsel in distress..... i feel so dumb right now!!!!!! hahaha

and everyone should really get this book 'The Bride' -DR Brian J. Bailey. it's my favourite book!! excluding the bible. reallyyyyyy.... it's an exposition of Songs of Solomon.. it's sooo... :)

"i am my Beloved's, and His desire is toward me." -Song of Solomon 7:10

i don't know when, but i know one day i will get there, by the grace of God, my heavenly Father, and my heavenly Bridegroom...
in Your presence, i am so undone. i am so dark, so unworthy, but still you love me, and kept me.
i am made to pursue You... with all my heart.
dearest God, i love you so much.