I lift my hands- Christ Tomlin.

Be still, there is a healer
His love is deeper than the sea
His mercy is unfailing
His arms, a fortress for the weak
      
Let Faith Arise
Let Faith Arise

I Lift My Hands to believe again
You are my Refuge, you are my strength
As I Pour out my heart, these things I remember-
You are Faithful God forever

Be Still, there is a river
That flows from Calvary's Tree
A Fountain for the thirsty
His Grace, that washes over me

I love You, Lord, for You're so wonderful.

(this is why i love my job)

 this is kayhan!! and i'm tutoring him nowwwww... :) he's such a cutie and a sweetieee!! haha thank God. :)

 they i say i look really creepy here.... hmm?

ya and they say i look creepy here toooo...


Psalm 42:1
As the deer pants for the waters,
so my soul longs for you,
O God.

bring me deeper into Your presence,
i long for a deeper level of intimacy with You,
O my beloved God.
for i am undone in Your presence.
and there is nothing else in this world that i want.
i am Yours...

all i am, is devoted to You.

 i had a dream that the butterflies on this wallet (which i love alot) came off and the pink was bleached! i was so sadd in the dreammm... but thank God it was JUST A DREAM. :)

 brothers and sister from another mother!! <3 :)

 and dana if you're reading this just wanna letcha know i love you alottt... :) one of my bestfriends. <3

 i love this piccc...awww....

 flowers jordan bought for us.. :)

just had to blog this!! look at the car plate!!!! "YEAH!" hahahahahahahaha. hongkong ppl have a life too.

and this is at some SUPER DUPER famous dimsum restaurant!!!!!!! the queue was one hour. my goodness!! anyway the dimsum was really nicee.. i love fried char siew baos my gosh i miss it alottt!! :( and pardon my weird face... and gab's weird hand position. haha.

anyway, i might be going aussie with my daddadddyyy!! and maybe momsie cause dad's going there for a month for his work! of course, i can't go for that long since my school is starting.. :) / :( okay honestly.... i look forward to school cause i'm gonna meet new people, and i really wanna share the gospel with them. :) but i don't look forward cause i still cannot imagine myself travelling close to 1.5hrs everyday.......... and i havent buy a lappy yet!! but i know God has the best for me. :) i love You.

and ya.. i just really miss my friends.... reb, viv, josh, ck... ya..... seriously.... sometimes when i feel nostalgic/sad i just wish i have a time machine then travel back in time for a moment to relive our moments. when you feel more loved and more cared for... i love you peeps... but then God knows me best, and His grace is sufficient for me... i hold onto and run with the sureness of His promises. afterall, love is not selfish.  it's not about how i feel. and i'm here for a reason. use me as You will, God. i must decrease, God must increase.. and slowly i'll fade away.
and i really love this psalm..

Psalm 45:10-11
 ¹⁰ Listen, O daughter,
         Consider and incline your ear;
         Forget your own people also, and your father’s house;
 ¹¹ So the King will greatly desire your beauty;
         Because He is your Lord, worship Him.

i miss hkkkkk.......

how i wish hk is super near sg!!!! like m'sia. i love the streets there.. gives you a very surreal feeling...

"we'll do life... together."

so yeah, i'm back from hongkong! my gosh, i love the weather, the street flowers, i love the company, i love the food, i love everything there!!!!! i love the streets, i love how it drizzles at night and you can just walk in the drizzle, i love the cold winds even though they make me shiver, i love the MTRS (yeah not mrt...) i love how people dress over there. :) i love shopping. i love how it makes me homesick. i kind of love our hotel room even though it's the most pathetic thing i've ever stayed in. oh well, it was kind of cosy... :) i love my birthday cake candles!!!!! i love how we stayed up so late... i miss everything about hk! it's been almost 1 week since i'm back. time flies. i love God. i love Jesus, i love you, HolySpirit. :) anyway, if you noticed. all the pics above is from macau only!!! one of the seven days. yeah we HAVE LOTS OF PICS.. but we lost one of the memory card... so yeah.. :( but it's okay! it's in my hearttt... heh. :)

anyway, the past two weeks have been mad. crazy wow. omg. it was pretty emotional, yet fun, and God, thank You.... God's grace is really sufficient... and i'm reallyyy.... reallyyy..... i dont know. just thinking alot lately. but some things ought to stay out of my mind! *rebuke* but yeah.. just really thinking, what it means... to really take up my cross? it's so easy to say. it's so difficult to act out. to obey. but one thing... i know i will always choose God. because His grace is enough. and He never lets go of me. i know His calling for me is always greater than the trials i'm facing. God is able to bring me through.... He is my help, my refuge... He is my God...

"we'll do life, together..."

Yes Lord, i'm Yours. where else can i go?

Lord bring me home again.
I'm no longer able to bear the bitter winds, or the heavy rain...

i take them to Your cross, and leave them there.

Worship you alone- planetshakers

Verse 1:

Your faithfulness never fails

Your faithfulness everyday

You're the same

Verse 2:

Unfailing love sets me free

Unfailing love you lead me

With your hand

Prechorus:

And all i know

With Your arms around me

Your face is all that i seek

Your love and grace

Pick me up and hold me

You alone are holy

Chorus:

For you alone are great in power

You alone are my strong tower

And i will lift my heart and soul

To worship you alone

For you alone are my desire

You have set my heart on fire

And i will lift my heart and soul

To worship you alone

Worship you alone

Turnaround:

And i will follow after you

For you are my desire

Oh jesus, my heart belongs to you

Beauty of God

Aurora is so beautiful. realllyyy... i might name my daughter aurora next time. :)

and dearest God, i just want You. i just want to remain in You. my whole life is yours. i want so much of You... God, God, God. my God. i love You. i know Your grace is sufficient for me. bring me deeper o God, fill my life with Your presence. You are God, and i am Your creation. have Your way in me God. Lord, i give You my heart. where else can i go God? i just want to remain in You. be at where You are.

and i, will follow after You

for Your are my desire.

Oh Jesus, my heart belongs to you.

Your lover, daughter, worshipper, bride, servant

cheryl.

Psalm 119:36-40 (NKJV)
 ³⁶ Incline my heart to Your testimonies,
         And not to covetousness.
 ³⁷ Turn away my eyes from looking at worthless things,
         And revive me in Your way.
 ³⁸ Establish Your word to Your servant,
         Who is devoted to fearing You.
 ³⁹ Turn away my reproach which I dread,
         For Your judgments are good.
 ⁴⁰ Behold, I long for Your precepts;
         Revive me in Your righteousness.

i'm sorry Lord for the things i've made it,
when it's all about You.